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Heading Into the 4th of July Weekend
Heading Into the 4th of July Weekend Bonus being a Federal Employee, today is the Federal holiday off for the 4th of July!! Good thing because I'm exhausted. It's been an extremely emotional couple of days as I ended up having to put my of 16 down yesterday. He was suffering and I will not subject a pet of mine suffering just so I don't have make the decision let him go. It was especially hard because it's just . It was , the and the cat, who does not like but is learning get along with . So, just as thunderstorms opened up and came a huge downpour here in Tulsa, I was sitting at the veterinarian's office saying good bye to my furry of 16 . The vet agreed that it was time and it was the bests decision for my little buddy. So, we said our goodbyes and I came home and cried and cried until I was able get a grip and get through the rest of the evening. I slept hard. I'm still sad today but I think letting go of my little buddy just brought all the grieving I've been doing the past year and a half to the forefront of my emotions. I miss my husband, I now miss my little . It's been very strange not having tend him this morning. It will take some getting used .It isn' The cat is mad at and hisses at whenever she does come out speak . I started crying the last time she hissed at me and I told her through my tears that I didn't want to let him go but it was time. I couldn't see him suffer any more. His quality of life was quickly diminishing and it was time. I don't think she cared. She scurried off to where ever it is she goes to hide out during the day. So, rough day yesterday. I needed a day to get through this emotional time. I've got a haircut scheduled later this afternoon and I'm looking forward to getting this mop on my head chopped off. It isn't like I'm going anywhere any time soon now that my vacation is behind me. I've got a quiet weekend here at home by myself. I really don't want to go and be around a bunch of , though I love my grandkids, I'm just not up to enduring hours of screaming, hollering, running from just lit fireworks. I'm in the mood to sit at home, fix a nice steak and lobster dinner, sit on my patio and just enjoy being by myself. I'll have a couple of alcoholic beverages. I am looking forward to watching the movie, Hamilton on Disney Plus. I thoroughly enjoyed the live and in person version last year when the stage production came through Tulsa. I am looking forward to watching it on TV and just contemplating the storyline and where we find ourselves today!! Happy 4th of July Weekend!!! Pleasure's a sin, and sometimes sin's a pleasure... - Lord Byron, Don Juan |
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My condolences on your loss. My pup is 16 as well and I know her time is coming, but for now she still gets excited about her walk, so that's a good thing. I watched Hamilton with the closed captioning on - BIG help. Analyzing Life All Hail to the Red, White and Blue, on HNW Sometimes a Picture is Just a Picture [post 3312759] My Private Blog - Tell Me ALL Your Secrets
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